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After all...
Sometimes life seems so chaotic. But today is one of that days when things completely turn around and suddenly you realize there's an order in it all in the end. You find yourself doing the things someone's done to you in the past that you thought you'd never do that way...and you are ASHAMED. Ashamed of doing it and ashamed of not understanding that someone before. And you finally understand. At least I learned something. Trying to understand a person before judging can help her even more that we can imagine in that moment............certainly more.
:(:wooooohooooo:):
Lately I'm feeling so strange. It's a feeling between greatest sadness in the world and the endless enthusiasm. Some would say "heh, so you're in the middle, that's ok"....but it's not like that. It's not the same if you stand in one place or you are being pulled left and right for both arms and legs, though you're still on the same place. But it doesn't feel like being torn apart either. Just sleeping with your eyes open and thinking with your mind closed.
Uffff......you see....;p :depressed: :w00t:
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finally
Finally I had some time to do something......still waiting for my new PC, probably I'll get it in a week or two, at least I hope so. I decided to focus on character modeling, because that's where I get the most inspiration and the need to create something.
pfffffff.....
Ok, today I tried to make a realistic gras in my new 3D pic. I was all so enthusiastic "yes, I'm gonna do it really good, yes yes yes!!!!! :w00t: " But unfortunatly I must be dissappointed again......as you can imagine my poor C433 with 128MB RAM was not strong enough to render 40000 grass straws....
first try...krrrrr, krrrrr, krrrrr(computer sounds) crash! "memory too low!" :depressed:
ok, I'm gonna try again....krrr,krrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...crash no.2! :depressed: ....mmm, maybe it will succeed the third time...
krrrrrr, krrrrrrrrrrrrghkrtpgrktrkgpkrtrt....CRASH NO3:!!!!! :depressed: :depressed: :depressed: :depressed: :depressed: :depr
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